it sucks when you are dreading the week ahead so much that you can not even begin to enjoy the present. i shan't annoy you with my complete crappiness.... instead in offer this:
first, let me say: GO SOX! I have spent more time watching baseball this past week than i have in the past 3 years. i even found myself talking smack about different ball players in daily conversation--- as if i have some real knowledge of who's good and who's not. but they are winning and that is truly awesome. it's good to feel part of a win that you had absolutely nothing to do with!
then there's halloween.... growing up, my mom's hatred of this holiday always rubbed off on the whole family. i remember groaning when the doorbell rang on trick-or-treat night. we even went so far as to turn off all our house lights- inside and out- in order to make nieghbors think we were not home. (we were THAT family--- at least we didn't give out pencils or boxes of raisins) now, though, my enthusiasm for this day has done nothing but grow. i have begun to enjoy halloween-- and all its quirkiness-- quite a lot. there's something so right about wearing costumes in public. and, well, i love me a pumpkin patch! but mostly, i am a sucka for traditions and we have developed several traditions surrounding halloween time. a visit to the local patch, then a pumpkin carving party, and a killer party-- complete with drunken mayhem and many, many people i dont know-- rounds out the weekend. one year we even went to a HUGE corn maze. at night. it was rad.... now, despite my love for all hallo's eve, i am dreadful at putting together costumes. and my anxiety about what i am going to be only mounts as the week goes on. i refuse to make any major purchases towards an outfit and i feel strongly about looking cute in whatever i wear. plus, i'll be outside all night-- in the cold and potentially wet & dirty. (i am such a girl- i know it) all this makes chosing an outfit very difficult.
watched that movie
Saved this weekend and it was not good. i guess everyone else knew that but me. somehow, i thought the thing had potential of being entertaining in a blasphemous kinda way--- boy was i wrong. it stunk.... in other media news, i have grown extremely bored with any & all music in my collection (which, mind you, is really NOT a small stash). i have listened my favorites to death and other stuff just doesn't appeal to me. this dissatisfaction is kinda a metaphor for my whole weekend.